Back and Forth

Stuck in this perpetual motion
My feelings for you
Can't decide where to go
I search for you
I search for answers
The motion continues
Times are good
I feel as though there is a light
To end the confusion
Then things happen
And I am back
In a state of uncertainty
I want to stop this motion
But the only way for me to do it
Is to let go
And that is not what I want
I want you to stop this for me
Provide me with the words necessary
To soothe this pain
To solve this equation
To end this back and forth