Better

I am tired of being the victim
Time to take control of the wheel
Do somethings that would make
Janet blush and put Lenny on hush
Dominant from start
Blazing the path
Pulling you along
Whether you want to or not
You have no choice
Because you are the one caught up
Too scared to stop
Not knowing where the road may lead
I have my fun with you
How would you like the role reversal
Me free of emotion
You full of it
Instead of your usual bull
I laugh at the thought of that
Better be glad
I am too good for that

But I Hesitate

It has been a while
Since the beginning
Never even imagined this being a possibility
But now that I am here
I yearn for more
Hope changed to a dream
A dream to a probability
A probability to now
This present was a pleasant surprise
Offerings of love, respect and longevity
Words I have always longed to hear
Something though
Something makes me rethink it all
So I hesitate to make a commitment
No one is on the side
At least on my end
What is my reasoning, you ask
Nothing other than this feeling
Pleading with me to
Stop