Your Decision

If you had the choice
Between him and me
What would the judging criteria be
Looks, money, a degree
Those must not be all on the list
Because I win in all categories
So there must be more that
Satisfies your needs and wants
I know sex does not mean
That much to you
To forget about everything I am
You have not even given us a real chance
Does it really weigh that
Much to you that you would
Pick him instead of me
If so just let me know
I wish you said from jump
That you were a ......

Agenda

Your words to me
Have never been kind
Always had yourself in mind
Selfish to say the least
Playing games with me
Pretending like you really cared
Deceit is your middle name
The other two I won't repeat
Did you get pleasure from my pain
Thought I couldn't stand the rain
But karma is now my friend
And this time
On its agenda is revenge

Bad Investment

I don't care if you need my help
No concern for you anymore
Did too much with no return
Invested money, time and trust
All were wasted because you were
Wrapped up in lust

Just Take A Listen

One of my loves is MUSIC. People say that there is not a lot of great music out there any more but I beg to differ. I do believe that music is not made the way that it used to be but I still feel that a lot of great artists exist. I have generated a short list of songs that are on albums that are not singles but more than just album fillers and songs from artists that haven't released an album yet.

Steph Jones (unreleased) - All Girls
Steph Jones (unreleased) - Mr. Ordinary
Mary J. Blige - Work In Progress
Lupe Fiasco - Go Go Gadget Flow
Lupe Fiasco - Go Baby
J. Holiday - Betcha Never Had
Musiq Soulchild - Millionaire
Musiq Soulchild - Betterman
Mario - Skippin'
Toni Braxton - Take This Ring (from Libra)
Cheri Dennis - Dropping Out of Love
Drake (unreleased) - Brand New
Alicia Keys - Wreckless Love
Timbaland - Release
Kanye West - I Wonder
Kanye West - Barry Bonds
Rihanna - Breakin' Dishes
Rihanna - Sell Me Candy
Amy Whinehouse - Tears Dry Own Their Own
Britney Spears - Radar
Jazmine Sullivan (unreleased) - In Love With Another Man

The unreleased artists you can find on MySpace and for those that like alternative music. I am really feeling "Hero/Heroine" by Girls like Boys.

Script

He kept telling you to stick to the script
You are in the background
Where you agreed to be
Not thinking you would need
More than temporary happiness
You were happy at first
It was fun
Sneaking away at night
Off to go get some
She didn't have to know
Because you weren't going to fall in love
But time told a different story
The rhythms changed from fast to slow
Having him near back priority
And now she must go
You want the spotlight, the car, clothes and title
Number two's always lose
Time for a rewrite

Outside My Window

Still
In awe of what happened
Who knew you held in that type of fire
Voices raised to unheard decibels
And it all came from you
Usually I was the one to yell
This time I was silenced
Your pain, your anger
It caught me off guard
I know I messed up
Still
Watching you hail a cab
Who knew you would pack up and leave
Vacating my heart and home
And you refused my apology
Unusual situation for me
Most times I look
Outside my window for possibilities
Right now, my pain, my tears
Has me replaying the moments
I know I messed up
Still
Looking outside my window