Outside My Window

Still
In awe of what happened
Who knew you held in that type of fire
Voices raised to unheard decibels
And it all came from you
Usually I was the one to yell
This time I was silenced
Your pain, your anger
It caught me off guard
I know I messed up
Still
Watching you hail a cab
Who knew you would pack up and leave
Vacating my heart and home
And you refused my apology
Unusual situation for me
Most times I look
Outside my window for possibilities
Right now, my pain, my tears
Has me replaying the moments
I know I messed up
Still
Looking outside my window