Hate/Love

I have this relationship
That transcends beyond just one
But to most of my relationships
Sometimes I feel bipolar
Unsettled in an ever changing world
Extreme emotion
Loving this thing
Hating the same thing
This hate/love is crazy
Is it just me or
Do we all sway like branches on
A gusty day
Wanting to maintain balance
More consistently
This is achievable
I know it is
I am sure of this
Am I
Hate/Love

Voicemail #3

It's me
I hope the other two voice mails
Actually got deleted
They did not accurately express my feelings
I am more level headed now
Had to vent
But back to the business at hand
I liked you
I really did
But you gave me no alternative
I must move onward and forward
Words and actions did not align
Although we always had a good time
Wishing I could press rewind
But I have to remind myself
That the lesson was learned
The page now turned
New chapter ahead
I wish you well
Instead of hell
Love yourself enough
Not to waste your own time