But I Hesitate

It has been a while
Since the beginning
Never even imagined this being a possibility
But now that I am here
I yearn for more
Hope changed to a dream
A dream to a probability
A probability to now
This present was a pleasant surprise
Offerings of love, respect and longevity
Words I have always longed to hear
Something though
Something makes me rethink it all
So I hesitate to make a commitment
No one is on the side
At least on my end
What is my reasoning, you ask
Nothing other than this feeling
Pleading with me to
Stop