Blush

Smile
You called me beautiful
Peered into my eyes
Talked to my inner child
Made it credible
How could someone so physically flawless
Be so kind to me
Look at me with approval
Not for my beautiful mind
But my external covering
It has to be genuine
I mean you looked me in the eye
So why now days after
Our encounter
Do I feel like
A reject of that model contest
Not worthy of you showing my photo
What shifted your initial view
Awaiting your response to my calls
Or just text something
Anything

Mission: Possible

I hear something speak
It comes from inside
Driving me to more
Pushing me to rise
Should I answer the call
Never doubting the feelings
Doubting the world
And its readiness
To see me completely on point
The desire is too strong
For me to ignore
I accept the mission
Now I have 20 seconds
Before the message self destructs

Crave

Closing the door
I can taste the leftover
Honey residue
After three and a quarter hours
The physical begs for rest
While longing for more
My mind is in a state of confusion
Did we really just contort our bodies
Like that
I felt so good
Run some water
Splash my face
Open the medicine cabinet
Looking for a band aid
You had to be a biter
Finding some whipped cream
Why do you have it in here
And you said you were new to this
I should have known

The Weight

Search for balance
We all seek
Comfort
In you I found
Knowledge and wisdom
Strength and valor
Kindness and generosity
You possess
Why then would you be
Off balance
Maybe not you
But your life
You are balanced
You let life tip the scales
Allowing people to weigh you down
With fallacy
Frivolous words that cause you pain
Temporary happiness
That has the potential to destroy your soul
If the words and actions
Don't balance and align
Loose the weight
Truly be free

Movement

Funny how the world turns
You move away but things
Never change
This place remains the same
People change sometimes
Others are mirrors of their kin
If I ever thought I would be back
Would I have done things differently
Knowing more now than then
How could I have changed
I only knew little
Understanding now the inevitable
I feel as though
I was prepped for more
Outstanding may then be sub par
Many are called with purpose
I hope that
My purpose comes to full bloom
And that the fruition of that
Purpose comes hastily

Resort

Finally the vacation
I deserve
All inclusive
Yet exclusive
Trip paid for
And as I lock my door
View a well cleaned place
I smile
It is the weekend
This getaway destination
Is all too familiar
Just did what I had
To do to get a fresh look
To my apartment
Because you took me through hell
And it made its way
To my humble abode
How dare you invade my domain
With drama
Order is back in place
Time now to relax and
Enjoy the fruits of my labor
I like this resort
I would come here again

Content

Pushing past most
Exceeding the expectations
Driving towards excellence
Yes I do complain
Why settle for mediocre
If I was happy
There then
You would have never
Met me here
So I complain
So I can be content
On a plateau
Far above plain

Revamp

Off balance
Right feels wrong
Wrong feels amazing
But still not where
I need to be
Something threw me off
Brought me down
Was it the environment
No one fighting for
Social change
Plug me back in
So I can recharge
Leading again
Moving once more
Setting the marks
I will be back
Can you stand more

Better

I am tired of being the victim
Time to take control of the wheel
Do somethings that would make
Janet blush and put Lenny on hush
Dominant from start
Blazing the path
Pulling you along
Whether you want to or not
You have no choice
Because you are the one caught up
Too scared to stop
Not knowing where the road may lead
I have my fun with you
How would you like the role reversal
Me free of emotion
You full of it
Instead of your usual bull
I laugh at the thought of that
Better be glad
I am too good for that

But I Hesitate

It has been a while
Since the beginning
Never even imagined this being a possibility
But now that I am here
I yearn for more
Hope changed to a dream
A dream to a probability
A probability to now
This present was a pleasant surprise
Offerings of love, respect and longevity
Words I have always longed to hear
Something though
Something makes me rethink it all
So I hesitate to make a commitment
No one is on the side
At least on my end
What is my reasoning, you ask
Nothing other than this feeling
Pleading with me to
Stop

My Need

My heart needs
My body needs
My soul needs
And you are not available
My need now is to move on

Values

What happened to us
We should not be at the state we are in
Disapproval of what is just
Placing more energy into
Things that do not mean
Anything
Knocking down people that ask you
To live by human morals
All you see is the external covering
How much that makes us different
From all others that walk in shoes
Trying to reverse laws to make things
Separate again
I do not understand
I come from but by favor, grace and mercy
I am not a product of
That ridiculous mentality
Call me stuck up while I succeed
I improve the people that
Want to change
Values

Reflect

Where to begin
I guess I should start
At the beginning
But I will start
At the end
So much pain is there
So back to the beginning
But that is all a blur
Maybe the middle
But the middle was the beginning
Of the end
The relationship seems like
It was all a waste
What did I learn
I learned from each and every
Mistake

Superpeople

When will I find the one
That understands all that I do
Now let me say this
I am not perfect
I get many things wrong
You may not believe I am human
I do have this "S" on my chest
But I have more than one kryptonite
This though is about you
And all those like you
That step to us superpeople
Playing games, wasting time
Only prolonging the inevitable
When we are on your planet
We must turnoff our
Super-ears, super-sight, super-speed and much more
Just to appease egos
Why do we learn this lesson the hard way
That red kryptonite is the worst
Fly far away and fast